When did COVID start for you? Personally, I trace the beginning to Feb. 13, 2020. My wife and I were waiting for a plane at O'Hare when a group of Japan Airlines flight attendants walked past, wearing those masks I'd read about. I snapped a photo and sent it into the city desk. Look: news.
Emotionally, it really began in March. The stripped Target shelves. A few hours before Gov. JB Pritzker shut down the restaurants, I popped into Kamehachi for a last sushi fix and was surprised to find myself the lone diner at 12:30 p.m. Watching the chef prepare my order, thinking, with dread: "I'm killing myself for a negi hamachi roll." Though if you are looking for the very beginning in the Chicago area, I suppose that should be Jan. 13, 2020 — five years ago Monday — when a suburban woman returned from Wuhan, China, where she had been caring for her elderly father, bringing with her the COVID virus. A few days later she felt ill and went to Ascension St. Alexius Medical Center in Hoffman Estates. making her the first person in Illinois, the second in the United States, diagnosed with a disease that, in the next half decade, would kill more than 1 million Americans and 20 million worldwide.
Anniversaries are complicated. Five years is not that long, but already COVID has gone hazy. A lot of people seem to have forgotten it ever occurred. Or have taken away a deep antipathy toward both medicine and measures to prevent infection — vaccines are poison, masks an unacceptable intrusion upon their personal liberty. That seems far from what the actual lessons should be. Perhaps a reconsideration is in order.
But it can be hard to form clear judgments, because COVID was immediately politicized — a plot of foreigners, a blue state concern. As if a virus cares who you voted for. As severely as COVID rocked society, it was also just one bad element of a very bad year. Within a 10-month span, the world was shut down by a deadly plague then, two months later, American cities were rocked by riots after the murder of George Floyd. Then in January, the Capitol was stormed by rioters. Not exactly memories that folks want to dwell on.
The crisis shifted when the vaccine became available in early 2021. Some wouldn't stick out their arm to get it. Me, I drove down to Springfield, expecting a mob scene at the Walgreen's, like the ending of the movie "The Year of Living Dangerously," with crowds climbing over each other and mothers waving their babies at frenzied med techs. Instead, the store was empty and silent. There weren't even shoppers. It was strange and a little frightening.
Maybe that's why people so readily forget COVID; it was so odd, so scary. Who can look back fondly at hoarding toilet paper? Though I do take pride in my response. I didn't want to sit out the plague sheltering in Northbrook, and tried to find a role I could play. I've written lots of medical stories — heart transplants, lung transplants, autopsies, you name it, so figured I should explore the medical response. Photographer Ashlee Rezin and I began with a three-part series, looking at the harried nurses at Mount Sinai Hospital, then moved on to Roseland.
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What I remember was the idiocy of having to board the buses at the rear door for several months & Metra trains were run with the conductors staying in the rear section of the last car for those months. Then later, they made up go through an insane line to show our tickets at Northwestern Station's concourse, before sanity prevailed. I got my first Covid vaccine in a blizzard at the end of January, the hospital had hundreds of us lined up waiting for it. I never got Covid despite riding the bus or a train almost daily & only wore a mask when I was around others. When I walked down the sidewalk anywhere, I never wore one.
ReplyDeleteThose pathetic morons who made the vaccine political were & are an absolute disgrace to our country, no one dared to make the Salk vaccine political in the mid 1950s, people were far too scared of polio & way smarter, they listened to doctors, not crackpots then!
A few months into the pandemic, I came across Smithsonian Magazine November 2017 issue if I remember correctly & it predicted the next pandemic coming from China, because their food hygiene practices are flat out disgusting!
My neice, a nurse, is still traumatized by memories of the severley sickened lined up in the hospital corridors, her mother who contracted Covid in 2020 still can't taste or smell and has a persistent virus attacking random parts of her system.
ReplyDeleteI remember 5 years ago watching people passing their phones back and forth in restaurants, showing off their photos, and thinking, this is a good vehicle to spread bacteria and virus.
I realized it was going to be a disaster that late February. Our shit head prez appeared a a news conference, flapping his accordion hands. “It will all disappear soon.”
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ReplyDeleteMy husband and I ate at our favorite Japanese restaurant the Sunday before the lockdown. We called it our last supper because it was. He died of Covid 4 years ago tomorrow. January 14, 2021. We had been so careful, living like cloistered religious because he was high risk. I got it at a MRI facility. And I brought it home.We were wearing cloth masks then. My life will never be the same as with the million others here. Covid has changed society in ways we are only beginning to see. Rep. Sean Carsten told me there will be a memorial. There won’t. The winners write the history. I got a letter from Biden. It meant a lot. I think he sent a letter to all of us.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing. I'm sorry for your loss.
DeleteI am so very sorry for your loss. I hope you don't feel guilt, you were no more responsible than if it was an earthquake or a hurricane.
DeleteThank you both. I did feel guilt for a very long time until my therapist told me I was a victim too
DeleteI am grateful to have survived covid. I was an essential worker. broke so essentially I had to work. jumped the line to get the jab before it was my turn. the symptoms I had from the infection morphed into a lethargy coupled with vertigo.
ReplyDeletehoped the jab would help. got the second one and my second bout of covid . didn't get real sick either time but the lingering symptoms sucked.
got another jab and was infected a third time in 2023. my wife still hadn't ever tested positive. no rhyme or reason to this thing.
wore the mask washed the hands, distanced, got the jab ,still got covid 3 times
82 year old mom got infected after the jab. didn't die.
no treatment for the long haulers. just soldier on. buddy had it last week. actually self quarantined ???? I didn't know you could still get a test. friends 23 year old daughter had it 2 weeks ago. still testing positive.
you really think its gone? what changed. people still get it and dont freak out. not as many die . ONLY 50,000 last year . I wish I had your certainty
Be sure to get the latest vaxx. Covid has morphed.
DeleteYes, definitely. In anxious tales and more recent horror movies, shape shifters are a much dreaded menace. Yet, here we have the genuine article and nobody pays the least bit of attention.
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I always thought each generation would be a little bit better than the generation before it. Perhaps we could spurn my 7th grade social studies teachers harassment that "American's have short memories."
ReplyDeleteSadly, i think we've gone the opposite way, each generation has a shorter and shorter memory.
Perhaps there is a benefit to this... we will be convinced we are the only ones who suffered such a short and painful death.
Nope. As I said in a prior comment (anonymously because I was having problems logging in) this is not about shorter and shorter memories or each generation being "worse." Prior generations were just as quick, if not quicker, to forget the 1918 Flu Pandemic which killed a greater percentage of the population and did so more virulently among the heartiest of citizens (fit young adults who COVID was much kinder to). Unlike COVID for which stories and historical books have already been written, society really almost immediately "forgot" the 1918 Pandemic. It would be more than half a century until history books were written which really explored the topic.
DeleteMy own experiences with COVID which I got in the summer of 2022 post vaccine were extremely mild. Though I am in my 60's I was not offered paxlovid but it was probably one of the mildest colds I have ever had so did not need it. My mother in her 90's had the same experience. My daughter a COVID nurse for more than two years, had COVID pre-vax but did not feel very sick. Other family members had similar experiences. For me personally, there were things about it I remember fondly: walking and getting to know my neighbors in a way I had not in the prior 25 years we lived here. Loving outdoor dining. I had the greatest respect for all of our local medical and political leaders who made great efforts to do what they could in a terrible time. Except for Lori Lightfoot. Her personal stubbornness, in my view, made her resistant to the fact that keeping outdoor spaces like parks closed was a mistake and had the bad consequence of driving people inside to gather when trying to get people outside , we had learned fairly early on, would have been so much safer.
DeleteI have 7 cousins. None of our parents, who were alive if not during then just after ever mentioned the 1918 pandemic. I learned about it the first week in college in 1961 when my roommate and I were checking out the local cemetery in Whitewater WI. We saw all these gravestone from the same year. We found out what it was at the library
DeleteIt is completely insane that we put Trump back in office after that experience. With an ignorant anti-vaxer as his HHS secretary. We learned nothing, doubled down on anti-science and distrust in institutions and the next pandemic will be far far worse.
ReplyDeleteI never had Covid. I was driving a school bus at the time and when schools shut down I just stayed home. My wife’s boss kept her working for cash during most of the shutdown. She did catch it but a fairly light case. When vaccinations became available my wife and I got them as soon as possible. Every time a new one appesrs off we go to get it. My older daughter has adopted her Aunts philosophy about vaccines that they are not needed so she no longer gets them. I worry about my two grandsons who are teens but hopefully I will live long enough to be able to influence them when they get older. My son and other daughter have their parents medicine good, death bad outlook so they should be ok. All this is assuming vaccines are available in the future.
ReplyDeleteI am VERY VERY pro-vax, but to be fair the helpfulness of repeat doses of the COVID vax among teen males is a close question. My Local Epidemiologist does a great job of exploring the issue.
DeleteYou never had it that you know of. Remember many cases were asymptomatic. Either way, you’re lucky!
DeleteIt’s not just Covid vaccines I am concerned about for right now. I am think8ng about the future assuming we have ine as the sge and become like the rest of us. My daughter is almost 50 and can do what she likes.
DeleteI spent all of November and most of December 2019 in hospital and rehab for a life threatening problem. A month after coming home I began hearing about this new, controversial virus. I mostly stayed home, wore a mask and "socially distanced" when out. Got every iteration of the vaccine as it became available. I avoided Covid .. until long after it was deemed to be over. Then, last February, I went to a funeral with lots of unmasked people and got what I thought was a cold. Which was actually Covid and pneumonia which put me in the hospital for six days. We don't necessarily need a memorial but we do need to prepare for the next, inevitable, pandemic. Sad that we will have the same fool as president who exacerbated the Covid outbreak. We needn't panic but we should be ready.
ReplyDeleteI hate to be the bearer of bad news BUT...Bird flu is popping up across the country. Will it be our next pandemic? The first human death was reported in Louisiana last week. That's how it starts...slowly. Apathy is already setting in. And guess who will be in the White House? Not being all gloom and doom here BUT...God help us all.
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The "forgetting" of COVID should come as little surprise to students of history. The world also for the most part "forgot" the 1918 Flu Pandemic. More people died on a percentage basis than during the COVID-19 pandemic but yet there was an almost immediate "forgetting" in its aftermath. And the Flu Pandemic was most deadly for the heartiest of people (unlike COVID who was hardest on the elderly and the immune compromised....the Flu Pandemic was most fatal to fit young adults). Because I wrote my senior thesis (long long ago) on the Flu Pandemic I expected us to mostly forget it and don't blame that aspect of things on politics.
ReplyDeleteI work in a hospital and actually never sheltered at home. We kept on coming in throughout. We were probably also some of the first people to be able to get the vaccine, which was mandatory.
ReplyDeleteBeing the introvert that I am, it was actually one of the most peaceful times of my life, no traffic, no pressure to do certain things, basically no people. I did end up getting a pretty bad case of covid, and think I may have long covid symptoms. But even though I'm in the older age range where multiple vaccines are suggested, I have not, and will not, get another one. I'm not usually one to be on the conspiracy bandwagon, but the way people, especially young people, are dying right and left of unknown causes, or "heart" issues, just has made me very suspicious as I don't think the vaccine was really tested as it should have been. So I have also advised my adult daughter to skip getting another covid vaccine.
I remember a college professor exhorting our class to be vigilant about PPE, as we'd see dangerous infectious diseases in our lifetime. She said pandemics occur in cycles and the worst happen every 100 years. (Cholera in 1817, "The Great Influenza" in 1918). When SARS arrived in the early 2000s, I thought that was it. But the US did a good job of containing that one.
ReplyDeleteDuring the 3rd week of Feb, 2020, we celebrated my husband's birthday downtown - we went out to dinner, then to the Opera to see Madame Butterfly. Over dinner, I asked him where he'd like to travel in the coming year and he thought Italy would be nice. My reaction was knee-jerk and not at all supportive or in keeping with a birthday celebration. I was aghast! Didn't he read about the highly infectious disease that was ravaging Italy right now? No, he hadn't heard. I tried to walk back my insensitive remark, and said I'd go when the outbreak was better contained. The next week we had travel bans.
The two of us spent a lot of time reading until vaccines arrived (and could get them). The first book I read was"The Great Influenza" and his was The Decameron", which fits.
Have a care for long haulers.
ReplyDeleteI haven't tasted or smelled a thing for almost 5 years.
It's not in my head, in fact, it's nowhere.
You don't realize how much you enjoy something until you no longer have it.
For my wife and me, the last day of normalcy was March 9, 2020. We went to an early movie and came outside to a lovely day, more like May than March. Birds chirping, a full moon that evening. All was right with the world. At least...with our world.
ReplyDeleteThe next day, the poop hit the propeller. Over the next three days, America shut down. Stay home and hide. Hunker in your bunker, Edith and Archie. Which, except for walks in the parks, we did, for the next eleven weeks…in the Land of Doctor NO. No parades, no school, no March Madness, no pro sports, no events, no libraries, no Lenten fish fries, no haircuts. No, and more no.
Silent, empty streets, devoid of pedestrians. Only the dog-walkers. Maybe a half-dozen cars passing daily. Gasoline for less than a dollar. Empty freeways. An eerie quiet. The absence of air traffic...one or two planes a day over my house. Sometimes none at all.
EVERYTHING cancelled....all spring, and into the summer. Face masks normalized. The George Floyd upheaval. And then the fall, and the winter. The election. Holiday meals dropped off on porches. Take-out. January 6th. Welcoming in Joe. Drive-through fish fries. We were staying healthy.
In early February of ‘21…a week before our first jabs, the Plague clocked us. The worst thing was the darkness at 6 PM, with thirteen hours until daylight. Long, cold, miserable nights that felt endless. And shortness of breath that made sleep nearly impossible.
Expected to be hospitalized, and to never come home. Lost 15 pounds. Ate only Jell-o and soup. March meant learning to breathe and walk. Seven weeks from the first symptoms to feeling well again. Still have a few residual effects, but it is what it is. At my age, you learn to adjust.
Occasionally, we talk about those years like two old war vets. "I still can’t believe it happened.” I’ll say. Seems like a long bad dream now. Our economy has revived...but countless businesses are history. Offices are shuttered, downtowns are deserted, communities are fragmented, relationships are frayed or gone. People are more isolated than ever before—with many either working at home or leaving the labor force entirely. My wife and I use the same word--blessed—when we realize how truly lucky we were…and are. Retired homeowners. Out of the rat-race. No job losses. No business losses. And we survived.
My WWII books describe the many combat veterans who endured winter cold and incredible misery, only to die in the final days of the war when some fanatical teen-aged Hitler Youth sniper refused to surrender.
That’s what Covid-19 was...and is. It's the sniper who will get you, just when you think you've survived the war. Get those boosters. You can still get very sick...or even die. It's far less likely than it was a couple of years ago, but the possibility still exists. Don't let your guard down, and don't figure on luck saving you.
As those awful times recede further and further in our rear-view mirrors, we appear to have forgotten about them more and more. As Americans, we tend to have very short memories. My wife and I keep a bunch of masks in our car, in plain sight. As a reminder. And just in case.
I was driving Uber after my full time job in early March in South Bend. Notre Dame had just shut down and I was shuttling students to the airport. Most were angry that their lives were being interrupted by what they thought was an over reaction. I agreed with them.
ReplyDeleteI had a pickup at one of the science buildings and the kid turned out to be a graduate student in micro biology. He asked me if I knew what was happening in Italy. That every Doctor in the country is treating Covid patients, and the morgues were overwhelmed with dead bodies. Then he said that was what’s coming here. I believed him. He was right.
The best kept secret. Gas station convenient stores never ran out of Kleenex, paper towels and toilet paper.
ReplyDeleteexcellent replies-fine reminders of what it was like to live thru this horror. We did all we could to get vaccinated once that was available-now it's easy-our retirement community keeps us all up to date with vaccines as soon as they are available. My sharpest memory wass of polio when I was a kid-no public swimming pool, no movies, etc. My mother, a nurse, made sure we all got vaccinated for polio as soon as it was available
ReplyDeleteI remember polio before a vaccine was available-we got the covid vaccine as soon as we could and still get updates when offered. My strongest memory of covid was not being able to hug my 6 year old grandkids-but just to see them across the garage as they stood by their door. Will never forget those first hugs once we were all vaccinated.
ReplyDeleteCovid meant my retirement from a fairly successful career in health care. The company wanted to set up our spare bedroom so I could work from home. Mrs. St. Claire put her foot down. ("Absolutely not! NO!!!!") I was ready to go anyway. Covid just gave me the right kick in the ass to wave so long and scram.
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